Ab Baars

Wardrobe / Kledingkast

"I would probably have been another musician if I had not met Misha Mengelberg and his ICP Orchestra. His ideas on music, composing, improvising, leading a band, games and many other things in life, stimulated me to go my own way or make 'Ab music', as he would call it. In the poem 'Wardrobe' written at the request of the Dutch quarterly 'Jazz Bulletin' for a special about Misha following his death on March 3, 2017 titles of Misha’s compositions, expressions and memories are processed. The poem ends with a text fragment from his composition 'The jump, oh romance of hares'" -Ab Baars

Ab Baars

Wardrobe / Kledingkast

Wardrobe

Oh coat - you sometimes floated - so beautiful - into the grand piano
and where you softly fell teasingly yawned the strings
throw and re-throw
harassed by ivory keys our doggy grouses with muzzles
woofwaf woofwaf woofwafwafwaf
perky as a russian prince

Oh hat -
sphere of fans
were you lifted - yes then - dabbling blew away from it
igor tao principe di venosa
monk dada seachicken duke
rubber blades carefully sharpened
stingingly shiny, lusty pricking
sweet venom
a capital crime – yes certainly -
murderer’s dream of dignified doings
flipperdeflap krhino ahoy

Oh trousers -
you could embrace - feathery –
and proudly wore an embonpoint
benevolent rocking sausage and steak
on counter-stressing wanky rhythms
sheepbrains armagnac - aahhh -
the contra punctus hovering useless
fat smoked herring from the school
bleating in between gnawing virus
kdoof kdoof kdoof

Oh plastic bag – inner reminder -
stroll with misha - and so on -
always and so full of patience
white disposable handkerchief
and therefore dusty the tears
ah bag -
you’re lying somewhere now
to be quiet but
maybe you have seen them
the hares - flying - which he sometimes spoke about

there are also those who become wingèd
they then leap from branch to branch
they flutter to the hills
there they feel quite at ease

For Misha
march 2017

Misha (Photo credit: A. Lankin)

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Kledingkast

Oh jas -
je zweefde soms – zo mooi – de vleugel in
en waar je zachtjes viel gaapten snaren plagend
worp en wederworp
getreiterd door ivoren toetsen mokte onze mop met muilkorf
woefwaf woefwaf woefwafwafwaf
parmantig als een russisch prinsje

Oh hoed –
bol van waaiers
werd je opgetild – ja dán – dwarrelden vlinderend er vanonder
igor tao principe di venosa
monk dada zeekip duke
rubberen messen zorgvuldig geslepen
dwarsig glimmend lustig prikkend
süsses venijn
een halsmisdaad – jawel –
raanedroom der deftigdoenerij
flipperdeflap kneushoorn ahoy

Oh broek –
jij kon omarmen – vederzacht – met trots droeg jij een embonpoint
weldadig wiegden wurst en biefstuk
op tegenstrib'lende wank'le ritmes
schapenhersens armagnac – aahhh –
niksig zweefde contra punctus
vette bokking uit de school
blatend tussen klierend virus
kdoef kdoef kdoef

Oh plastic tas – verinnering –
kuier met misha - enzovoort
altijd en vol van geduld
witte wegwerpzakdoek
derhalve stoffig de tranen
ach tas ­­–
je ligt nu ergens
stil te wezen maar
misschien heb jij ze wel gezien
de hazen – vliegend – waar hij soms over sprak

er zijn er ook die krijgen vleugels
die springen dan van tak tot tak
ze fladderen naar gindse heuvels
daar voelen ze zich zeer – op hun gemak

voor Misha
maart 2017

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Nate Wooley

Coyote

Make materials. Learn them. Understand them completely. Internalize every aspect. Make the materials an extension of you. Then, in one uncontrolled and violent gesture, unleash their truth.

Nate Wooley

Coyote

VERSION 1 FOR LAMPO SERIES CHICAGO PERFORMANCE MAY 12, 2018


Duration: 4 hours


This version of COYOTE is split into three stems—each of which contains a set of materials to be memorized by the performer.

These materials do not deserve anything less than complete immersion on the part of the performer. They should be analyzed, obsessed over, de-and re-constructed, and understood completely in their most local and global senses.

The materials should not be related to any context outside of this piece, whether musical, textual, political, or personal. They should be taken as autonomous, abstract objects comprehended by, but separate from, the performer’s history and aesthetic (as much as this is possible).

Performance should not take place until a deep level of intense devotion to the materials has been achieved.

The structure of COYOTE is determined by the space and time constraints of the performance possibility. In the case of this version, the work will be developed four times in one afternoon, with the three sections being repeated in each hour. The duration of each section will be 15 minutes long followed by a five-minute rest.

The materials of this piece is made up of text and movement cues, but it is a work of music composition. As the performer enacts their ‘one uncontrolled and violent gesture’ to ‘unleash the truth’ of this material, their instrument is used as a filter, amplifier, and distorter of the gesture. The instrument, no matter how central it is to the performance, is never intended to be played in a controlled manner, but is wholly affected by the material.

This performance is dedicated to painter, philosopher, and hermit Frank Auerbach.

Credits: Caroline Tisdall, Joseph Beuys Coyote, 2011


Coyote Stem 1

LAMPO Concert 5.12.2018

Duration 15’

The performer uses only the following axes:
  • hip to knee
  • knee to ankle
  • ankle to foot
  • foot to floor
concentrating on movements that create a series of unfurling gestures from the table shape of the sitting form to straight lines, the priority being one or both feet being lifted and returned to the floor, audibly or not.

1932: Reverend Father Auguste Bergy, aged 59, leans back in a well-worn and tapestried chair in the dark-wood paneled rectory office he’s made his own by imbuing it with the odor of his cherrywood pipe smoke. He’s determined to finish the culminating text of his archaeological research from excavations taken near the modern day neighborhoods of Ras Beirut and the Sands of Beirut, entitled Le Paleolithique ancien stratife a Ras Beyrouth. The church is silent as he composes, edits, and then recomposes a sentence intended to close his introduction to the book, the writing of which he has delayed until he could absorb the grand vision of his work. The Reverend Father experiences a momentary flash of his own importance. His discovery of Tell Arslan alone will cement his place in history, and it is with the security of his gross immortality in the minds of men, that he will turn his attention to God and his parishioners.


Coyote Stem 2

proposal LAMPO Concert 5.12.2018

Duration 15’

The performer uses only the following axes:
  • trunk to hip
  • arms (gross) to trunk
  • arms (fine) at elbow and wrist
in which the trunk creates a rotating point in space and arms act as extensions of that rotation.

It is said, and often without the good reason of this author: “to tempt perfection by even its repetition is to create but a malevolent shadow.” The unceremonious rustling of hornbeam leaves on the tree beyond my garden is beyond the idea of merit, as is the barely sensed chik that emanates from the bull-like head of the Hawfinch that lives upon its majestic branch. The marriage of these occurrences delight my senses, and birth a thrilling emotion I have yet the ability to enumerate, especially when joined by the soft low punctuating plop of a cherry onto the grass at the hornbeam’s foot. This celestial eloquence is a feast for my auditory senses, so accustomed to only inhabiting the coarse universe of the speech of man.


Coyote Stem 3

proposal LAMPO Concert 5.12.2018

Duration 15’

The performer uses only the following axes:
  • the sitting body
  • the standing body
  • the kneeling body
although the body remains rooted to their ritual space, only enacting movement on a vertical plane from high to low and back again. Other axes may be introduced into these movements, but only if this vertical plane movement remains the central ritual act.

Ground rises beneath our feet. Air translucently suspends us. Water binds us to the earth, and God is always present Trav’ling on wind, sound comes harnessed to the word of God. Symbols inscribed upon our hearing Which liberate profound meaning from within the hollowness of sound Emanating from vibrations now dead. The symbol nestles sound’s luminous kernel within, Stripping the host of all but its sharp, bitter husk. God’s will has been extracted; committed to the world of sight; Leaving that which only is not-he; Unholy; a sound without the word of god is lacking the substance of God. Who practices such dark meditations?

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Ken Vandermark

Roadwork/Homework

New Marker live recording project, "Roadwork/Homework" reference photos.

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Joe Morris

Instantiation

The truest, deepest beauty of music made with improvisation happens at the point of invention—the point when everything is at risk of total failure, when no standardized, academic, cultural, critical, or historical action, point of view or opinion applies

Joe Morris

Instantiation

In the six years since I published my book Perpetual Frontier: The Properties of Free Music (riti pub.)— In which I write about the use of methodology in free music—my work as a musician and teacher has changed a lot.

The book contains the structure for everything I do as a musician and having it all written down has made it all more functional and workable. As a faculty member at New England Conservatory of Music I’ve been able to share those ideas with a group of extraordinary young musicians. Together, we’ve performed using them in my multi-city Arcade series, at The Stone and other venues in in New York, and in recordings released on CD and on my Bandcamp label Glacial Erratic. The music we’ve made music has had no compositional (notated) component. My focus in these settings has been on using an operational methodology in which pulse, interaction, sound and melodic structure are defined as the organizing tactics. But I began to think that I needed a way to push our playing more, and try for something new that challenged us differently.

In the Spring 2017 I was Killam Visiting Scholar at the University of Calgary, Alberta. This position left me with a lot of free time in a place where it was too cold to go outside for so long that I had no choice but to stay inside and do some work. This situation gave me the opportunity to really concentrate on this new idea. I understood that I wanted to inform the direction of the performance but keep things as open as they were without composition. Like so much of this for so many years, it seemed like a crazy and probably pointless idea. But I pressed on anyway. I thought about what notation means. What information does it deliver? Whose ideas are expressed in notation? If much of the most interesting improvised music is configured collectively, then how could a similar result be accomplished with composition? Some very special and influential musicians have addressed this problem. How could I do that without duplicating their processes, or ending up with a phony contrived version? I considered what those examples attempted to deliver to the players, which helped me to understand that the goal I had was different. I already had players who could improvise at a very high level using a complex composite methodology. I didn’t need to deliver those bits of information in composition. I needed composition to offer another opportunity for improvisation. My answer was to let the players determine what the notation means completely with improvisation. And so I created notation that is ultimately indecipherable to any musician, a type that tells the player nothing. There is no explanation coming from me to offer them because the symbols mean nothing. They are not music notes, the do not signify any musical or sound making expectation. The have no meaning at all unless that are deciphered by a musician who renders a meaning for them by making a sound when interpreting the image. They enable me to be the composer of music in which I have control over having no control. I call them Switches— they are off until they are turned on when a player who responds to them makes a sound. Since last year I have written 12 Switches scores. No two pages are alike and no two images/notations are identical. The goal of this piece is to offer the player a precise, specific image with no meaning that they must give meaning to using their improvised response. The Switches scores can only mean what the individual player says they mean. In a group of musicians playing them, no one has the same score; no one would or could know what the other musicians might play in response to them. All of the notation is configured in lines, five to a page. They are to be read as regular notation is read, left to right, and then continued to the line below. This means that each player must read and play something for each symbol before moving to the next one. They are free to make decisions about repetition, duration, pitch, frequency, expression of pulse, dynamics, etc., as long as they do so using every symbol. This way of working enables players to operate in an extreme juxtaposed mode of interaction while inventing a part using improvisation in a composed setting. It slows down the processing of sound and engagement within an ensemble. It demands a different way of listening, of generating form, and requires an especially inventive use of instrumental technique from each musician.


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It occurred to me that it was possible to make other types of scores that had no particular information in them even if they were a bit more decipherable to musicians, so I composed twelve bits of traditional notation (Templates) that are free of the kind of structural, expressive, or rhythmic value of most pitched notation used in Free Music. I numbered them so that each one could be used separately but in any order the players choose. They can be processed using the ideas in my book, which are well known by the musicians who will play them. I then added one page of graphic material (Objectives) that is more traditional in that it does suggest different uses of sound, sustain, and movement. These materials combined with the very specific properties of free music that are used in the more open improvised performances we do give the musicians many layers of information in individual parts, but nothing that anyone can rely on as a foundation that is in any way customary.

I have titled this piece Instantiation — the representation of an abstraction by a concrete example. Considering that it cannot be performed the same way twice, I plan to use it for a very long time.

One thing I’ve learned over many years of playing and studying is that improvised music as we know it, was invented by individuals and groups of people. Using the methodologies expressed in those inventions is interpretive. The truest, deepest beauty of music made with improvisation happens at the point of invention—the point when everything is at risk of total failure, when no standardized, academic, cultural, critical, or historical action, point of view or opinion applies. My goal from the beginning has been to increase the percentage of that happening in my music


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Ig Henneman

Galina U

"(...) Galina U written for the improvising Queen Mab Trio is an evocative ode to the Russian composer Galina Ustvolskaya, in which Henneman endeavours to mirror Ustvolskaya’s idiom with ominous, compelling rhythms and piano chords hammered out with full force, and she succeeds in coming unmistakably close while fortunately retaining her own vocabulary. It is a rough-hewn and intractable work that is harrowingly uncomfortable. It is as if Henneman were holding up Ustvolskaya’s inexorability as an example and after all these years is at last obeying her own will unreservedly." Mischa Andriessen

Ig Henneman

Galina U

Galina U

Queen Mab Trio

On stage a grand piano and loads of woodwind and brass, percussion and voice. Music that blew me away, really touched me, brought me to tears. I never heard this music before but I recognized it all......? The year is 1989, June 17 at midday, location Paradiso Amsterdam. Did this moment change my music? Her music gave me a bigger trust in following my path at a moment I still had to convince myself this was the right direction, this was my language; writing bare open scores, no ornaments, using silence, no virtuosity in the traditional sense of fast lines but hidden virtuosity in the sense of rigid timing and textures; either unfinished scores for improvisers or fully notated scores: open scores easy to analyze but yet full of tension. The encounter made me stay loyal to my intuitive creative spirit not embedded in any style, but using all the sources from a broad musical background and the music world around me. This afternoon all my worlds came together in the music of the Russian composer Galina Ustvolskaya (1919-2006). At the time I had started my own improvising band after a long period in an all female Dutch rock band coming from a classical education, playing contemporary music, symphony orchestra's. I continued composing for film, theater and chamber music.

That important experience in June 1989 helped me to stay loyal to myself. Helped me to keep 'ignoring' the complex music I grew up with; or the strict jazz idiom I listened to but never learned to perform properly. Inside I still thought I had to understand it all before I could take myself serious as a composer/performer. I composed and improvised a lot in an intuitive way with little material, and now I was convinced that this is really my voice. The acquaintance with Ustvolskaya's music has been a liberating experience. Always looking for a less restrictive musical straitjacket, her music has been a logical touchstone for me; I recognized her penchants for unusual sonorities, extreme dynamics and pummeling attack.

It is almost 30 years now. Through her music I got the audacity to continue using little motives, simple rhythmic material and strict structures; both in writing for improvisers as for classical musicians. The improvisers I work with can add their idiosyncratic languages through instant composing to finish the structure I deliver. Classical players have to find their way into my apparent simple notes. Improvisation and composition have always been strong, mutual influences in my work. And the fully notated compositions have become increasingly similar to my writing for improvisers, even in terms of texture, while initially these were different domains.

My ode to Ustvolskaya is 'Galina U' (2001) for the Queen Mab Trio: Marilyn Lerner on piano, Lori Freedman on bass clarinet and me on viola. We performed the piece numerous times with big pleasure and passion. A recording from 2002 appears on 'See Saw' (Wig 11), and on 'Galina U' (Wig 18)


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Paal Nilssen Love

Liner Notes

My intention with the piece was to kick everyone into a space they hadn't been in before. I wanted the band to work as a band, not a group of musicians just performing someone's piece of music from A to B. I wanted to bring out unknown qualities of the individual players. How many groups can you make out of 27 musicians? How do you surprise yourself and the others? How can one perform a written piece of music and still feel free?

Paal Nilssen Love

Liner Notes

Excerpts from liner notes of Extra Large Unit “More Fun Please!” on PNL Records PNL 040

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It seemed appropriate to write a few lines for this album. Large Unit was formed as a 11-piece band during summer of 2013 and has since then released six albums, of which four are full length albums. The band has literary toured around the world and performed in almost all continents: Europe, North America, South America (Brazil), Africa (Ethiopia) and Asia (Japan). The band has had various changes since its debut and has been expanded to 14 members including percussionists from Brazil, and during some of the concerts in Addis Abeba, one could count 19 musicians plus two dancers on stage. This album however, features most of the regular members of Large Unit, together with 20 musicians from the Norwegian Music High School in Oslo. With a total of 28 musicians, it was natural to call it Extra Large Unit. Anyway.

Ny Musikk, Oslo contacted me in late 2015 to write a commissioned piece for their Only Connect festival, May 2016. They wanted me out of my comfort zone and challenged me to write a piece for the Oslo Sinfonietta with Ilan Volkov as the conductor. I was terrified. Just the thought of writing music for an orchestra with such reputation and an instrumentation I had never touched upon made me nervous. The fact that the composition had to be ready and done by March and that they only had two set dates for rehearsal made me (slowly) realize I was not up for the challenge. I was fully booked with other concerts during the spring of 2016 and thankfully, Ketil Gutvik at Ny Musikk, also guitarist of Large Unit, saw that I was way too busy to even THINK about writing for such a group. I wanted to do it but Ketil had to convinced me I would not have the time and I should wait and postpone the project until 2017. I´m grateful he did so. It would have been a BIG mess.

The mind process was already set in motion during that spring and I felt I had the right energy and approach towards the project. Instead of writing for the Oslo Sinfonietta, I proposed the idea of writing for my regular group, Large Unit. I had already written some longer and more complex pieces for the band and I wanted to work with musicians I knew and whom I knew would have the time to meet every now and then to test ideas and so on. More like a work in progress. Ny Musikk were happy about the idea but wanted to challenge me a little more and asked if I was interested to include 15 music students of the Music High School in Oslo. Rolf Erik Nystrøm and Håkon Thelin from the band POING have been running a workshop course in improvisation at NMH for years, which include music students of both classical and jazz. They were both keen on the idea and said yes and would give me all the time I´d need with the students. With musicians from both classical and jazz, it turned out the instrumentation was quite odd with a variety of instruments; flute, cello, french horn, classical percussion and even three accordions. I was intrigued by the fact that I had three accordions in the group. I love accordion music, be it forró, cumbia, tango, accordion in Ethiopian music and what not. There were also three piano players on the course and fortunately, it turned out that Ny Musikk was planning to have a piece for three pianos performed at the festival.

We started off with a couple workshops where we´d do different exercises in free improvisation. This way I got to know the musicians and their instruments, and they got to know me. I played different examples of music I´m inspired by; excerpts of the Schlippenbach trio, Spontaneous Music Ensemble, Korean court music, Peter Brötzmann´s Machine Gun, Morton Feldman piano pieces and more. I also used these workshops to investigate the different timbres of the instruments alone and together. For example, I would ask the accordion players to show me the most extreme sounds you can make on an accordion. The high frequencies together with a piccolo flute, also in the high register, is very, very intense. Low pitch of a flute together with high pitch of a French horn, muted sounds from the tuba and piano, low dissonant sounds from tuba and basses. The percussionist had access to a ton of classical percussion instruments. All kinds of gongs, tubular bells, crotales, timpanies, tom-toms etc. etc. I was full of energy and found a lot of inspiration from these meetings and slowly begun to see a piece of music take shape. Work in progress I say; I kind of knew the instrumentation of the ensemble but during the course of the workshops I would see some of the students come and go and I was not sure if I´d have two or three accordions, two or three pianos, trumpet or not in the final piece. People were busy of course and I just had to hope that we´d be the full ensemble when the piece was ready to be rehearsed and to be performed. I had to emphasize the fact that we had access to three Steinway D grand pianos on the performance and that this would NEVER happen again. No way was I going to let this chance go… neither for myself, nor for the piano players.

When writing music, I search for extremities, pushing boundaries, physical, dynamic, instrument´s limitations, if any; how fast and how slow can one play, how loud and how quiet; and I search for unusual ways of thinking. Take the first section of the piece which starts off with a graphic part where I´ve drawn small dots with a pen that increase in density. The dots are to be played as short sounds. This is supposed to last for about 2-3minutes. At the same time, I want a gradual diminuendo (from loud to quiet). A crescendo (from quite to loud) would be the most natural. This way, the performer is forced to think in an opposite way of what would be the most obvious. I also want to give the musicians trust and have them take initiative and to feel the responsibility of what it is to be an individual player in a group context. There´s 18 seconds of silence on the beginning of the CD. This is the time it took before one of the trombone players chose to start. The piece began on my “nod” but it was up to whoever to play the first “dot”, which would then start off the rest of the band. This way, the performers are given the entire responsibility of when the music would begin. These kinds of actions appear several times in the piece and there´s no doubt that it gives the individual musician a sense of power as to where the music can go. There´s also a section later in the piece where the whole band is split into several groups. One group consisting of cello, bass and drums accompanying a saxophone soloist, the other with the same line up, accompanying a trombone soloist. Both groups are given a different groove/rhythm to accompany the soloist. The soloist is free to cue “their” group in and out; on and off. At the same time, to create more chaos and stir up the band even more, I wanted two conductors to cue each their group of the remaining players. The conductors were given a stack of LP records with written and drawn signs on pieces of paper glued on them. The conductors would give a sign to “their” group and cue in and out. I had already made signs of various sounds; ascending and descending glissandos, bursts of sound, staggered sounds, pitch etc etc but on the day of the performance I chose to add quite a few more; political statements, drawings of ghosts, pac-man, references of humor etc. None of the performers knew about the additional sings so quite an element of surprise was introduced here.

My intention with the piece was to kick everyone into a space they had´nt been in before. I wanted the band to work as a band, not a group of musicians just performing someone´s piece of music from A to B. I wanted to bring out unknown qualities of the individual players. How many groups can you make out of 27 musicians? How do you surprise yourself and the others? How can one perform a written piece of music and still feel free? I believe that I set up the structures and the performers choose how and where to break them up.

I wanted to break up the traditional way of setting up an orchestra. I wanted everyone to be able to see each other and hear each other without any use of monitors. During rehearsal´s we were all spread out in a semi-circle and people would physically move over to the smaller groups when the piece demanded so. What made the biggest challenge was the three grand pianos. This meant we really re-think a band´s set up for performance. I cut out 27 small pieces of paper and wrote down all the different instruments and even cut three of them as the shape of grand pianos. Tossing these around on the table I found a way that would work with my intentions of all being able to see and hear each other. Thankfully we had the whole floor of the venue to our disposal and I chose to have us sit in the middle of the room with the audience sitting around us and even in between some of the instruments. The audience was also free to move around as the listening experience would be different from wherever one sat or stood. I was very happy the visual aspect became an integral part of the event. We had the three pianos in the middle with the piano players backs against each other, the pianos facing out. One accordion and one drummer on each end of the grand pianos and in between, two and two bass players, tubas, trombones, French horn and euphonium and the two conductors (electronics and trumpet) close to each other so they both had access to all the signs which they basically had to fight over. I had already made signs of various sounds; ascending and descending glissandos, bursts of sound, staggered sounds, pitch etc etc but on the day of the performance I chose to add quite a few more; political statements, drawings of ghosts, pac-man, references of humor etc. None of the performers knew about the additional sings so quite an element of surprise was introduced here.

The composition can be seen as a serious piece of music. No doubt was I pushed out of my comfort zone and no doubt did I want to push the musicians out of their own. The composition can be seen as a serious piece of music and I wanted to bring more fun into the field of both contemporary and jazz related music. Less pretentious, more individual presence and the feeling of working with a band. I had worked with only the students from NMH until some days before the performance and it was a thrill to have most of the guys from Large Unit enter the piece and see and hear them getting to know the students. We had played through the piece several times until then, which had given me a chance to review and edit from one rehearsal to the other.

All the musicians showed a very humble and also enthusiastic attitude towards me and my ideas. I learnt a lot about all different instruments and the students where extremely patient with my, at times, slow learning; it be which key to write in, what range the instrument had and so on.

During the first run through of the piece with the whole band, I felt I had managed to achieve my goal. It was amazing to hear most of the instruments together. Especially to finally hear the last chords in the piece being played with full range. Thankfully, there were just a few edits to be made. Some parts had to be shortened, some parts had to be more relaxed and I had to make the musicians melt together and get the feel of what a band could be and how you can work together. There were still some musicians who did´nt understand the importance of attending all rehearsals… On one hand, for the music and me as the composer but also for the band-feel. With a smile, I can tell you we we´re not the full ensemble until we walked on stage.

There was a short and concise introduction by Ny Musikk´s producer, I said a few words about the musicians and the process, and off we went. The silence before the first note was magic and as soon as we got going, I felt an incredible rush; thrilled as a kid, and serious like if it was my final exam. The piece moved forward as planned and I was so damn happy to hear all the musicians performing at their peak. There was no doubt that everyone wanted to play at their best. I had to do some conducting and cuing and at one point, when I was supposed to play brushes on snare drum, I was so nervous I actually forgot to play. Armpits and forehead was dripping. During the last minutes of the piece, where things calm down, I felt I had landed after a long journey I did NOT want to end. Torfinn Hofstad who played violin, a folk musician actually, continued to repeat a line as quiet as possible and as long as possible. I told him it should be painful. It was intense. When I thought he was done, he sat completely still, took one last pause before he played the line one last time and then after another long pause of silence, moved his head and looked across the room and met the corner of my eye, a small nod to let me know he was done and I could let my shoulders rest, stand up and let people know the music was over. We had stretched what music can be before the sound starts and ends. The audience´s presence was a total integral part of the performance. Everyone took part. As I said before introducing the piece, I emphasized the importance of how valuable live music is. You need an audience, a group of musicians and a presenter and all of which are just as dedicated. We do this together.

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